Journal Entry **Food and Me** People keep saying I don’t eat. I was told I look like a bone by this old man. He tried to make a deal with me that if i eat his soup that he would screw me....not sure what that was about cuz he's married.... My mom said she can see too much of my collarbones and that I “should really eat more.” Apparently, I’m malnourished. I just find it funny. Because for the past month, all I’ve been doing is eating. And not just water and vibes — I’ve been intentionally trying to add more _protein_ to everything. Eggs, chicken, yogurt those nasty lil granola bars that taste like chalk but have 10g of protein. I've tried to put a solid effort in lol. All because I actually want to gain a bit of weight(just to go to the gym and potentialy loose it all) And to be honest, I see a difference. If I could choose where all that weight went, It would be a completly different story. If I had control over that, _everyone_ would see the difference. But alas, till that day comes, I guess I’ll just keep eating my oatmeal with added protein in silence. And if I ever _do_ get a little thick or fluffy or whatever people call it now — I swear, if _anyone_ tells me to go to the gym and “get back in shape,” I will scream. This is what they wanted, remember? Y’all manifested this. Let me live in peace with my snack cakes and gains. Cuz god forbid a girl have a great metabolism and still be slim. Nah. We must be starving ourselves, obviously. Also, for the record: Yes, I eat obviously or id be dead, i just don't tell people i'm hungry cuz then maybe they'll feel obligated to do something about it And I’m not picky either, unless we’re talking bananas (disgusting), olives (straight-up evil), or mushrooms (maybe, if its thinly sliced on pizza and hidden under cheese). But beyond that? I’ll eat whatever. I like food. Even if no one else can see it, I do. Now ill go eat a peanut butter sandwich out of spite.